~Meaningless~

I feel like i'm so stupid....
stupid of what??
stupid of doing everything that is unbeneficial to me
stupid of making decision so fast
stupid of letting my everything to the outsiders
stupid...
stupid....
stupid...
A lot of stupids with me now....

what to do
no choice...
who ask me to be so stupid...
stupid until the way that nobody have it....
no wonder my father put my name as LFM
L stand for Learn
F stand for From
M stand for Mistakes
tat's y after everything gone wrong
i have to learn from mistakes

 Now i realise that life is not that easy...
As the saying goes " life is not a bed of roses "
next time i should be
more alert
more careful
more matured
more ......
more.....
whatever that shouldn't make me feel down now
If i regret now oso no use to me...
i should know the cause effect earlier...
then it wont be what the situation that i'm facing now....
when time goes on...
i hope the stupid with me will go off oso...
i must learn how to protect myself
learn how to make decision
learn how to against people
learn how to make new friends
widen my circle of friends
learn how to say NO
learn how to live happily in my life
learn how to enjoy my life
learn how to aim for a better thing in my life
learn how to aim for a better day in my life
a lot of things waiting for me to learn
so
in conclusion
from now onwards
I be the original me...
how old m i now...
think bek....
i'm not three-year-old kid anymore...
must learn how to think...
my parents grown me up
then i shouldnt do things in the sense that so childish
chiak liao bi
people say in hokkien

SO
think in open ways
dun always have a narrow thinking
it is just a small n tiny matter
why make my life so meaningless, so miserable
my life journey still very very very long n far far away
need me to explore and discover it myself  in the future
I should my make life full of colours
full of happiness.....

1 2 3 smile....=)

Give me 5 to myself....
haha....
SS-ing.....

Bye everyone.....

Muacks.....

Liang Popo 上