~It is~

It is time for me to be matured
It is time for me to think positively
It is time for me not to think it anymore....
It is time for me to do things in time
dun owez wait for the last minute...
do everything at eleventh hour......
dun ever be like this.....
it will not bring any benefits if i still continue like this...
It is time for me to change everything that i think nid to be changed...
erm..
i know is not that easy to change in a short period...
but pls give me times....
pls pls pls.....
i beg u, pls....

i know everything have their cause effect..
and in the end we gonna see the result...
is for sure......
either bad or good the result is....
at least we gain something new..
we learn something different.....
sometimes
i really jealous of some people....
not really jealous..
is just like erm....one kind of feeling....
i know we cant compare..
i cant have that thinking.....
is a damn wrong thinking...
it wont bear fruits n blooming in the end.......
but
y??
y??
y??
Can anybody tell me y?
what are the reasons??
izzit god that hold the fate for me....
????
huh??
frustrated n desperated now....
i really dun know why....

owez think of things that wont give me any results
will make my life "full of colours"
make my life more " wonderful"
make my life more "interesting"...
isn't it??
if think tat then just go ahead lo..
at the end
i m the one who hurts more....
just be the original n normal me...
dun think too much lagi..
but
human being
sure have emotions
n love to think think and think
what for??
y not i live my life happily....
full of laughings
full of cheers
full of happiness
full of everything...
y not i seize every moment in my life...
just enjoy it....
feel it....
touch it....
it wont be bek anymore....
times wait for no man....
really....
no jokes....

today
first time sit beside him
at first i feel very weird...
dunoe y
actually what i think in my mind is correct
..............................
i still not dare to talk to him
i m forcing myself dun behave that way..
but i cant do it...
what m i suppose to do now??
why m i wan to be like this??
i wont think about it anymore...
m i dreaming or what??
i think for nothing
no points....
people will say i'm hiding myself
but think bek
i not dare to step out the first step.....
i experience b4....
it's really hurts......
hurts are much more worst than falling down.....
it takes time to heal bek the wound....
tat feeling is really sucks man.....
erm...
if people really wants to starts,
tat people will do what they suppose to do..
not me...
if not then just keep aside la
dun care about it lo....
aiks~
what more to say??
stop dreaming la celine....
it cracks ur head man...
damn~

oklah...
is time for me to stop writing now...
no mood to continue.....

Bye
nitex
sweet dream

Muacks~

Liang Popo