Lim Teh-ing & Missing you

Well, not much to say, just a short and simple blog for today. Got up around 10++ , then str8 away sms my babe ask him whether he got up from bed ady..... brush my teeth then looked at my phone again, no reply from him so i took a bath and had my lunch at 12++....Wat else can do?? of course taking care of the kids at home coz the youngest one is sick and nid to take good care of her. So, have to feed her medicine on time. After that, drive my cousin to tuition at Melaka Baru and drive him back also. To ease my boredom, i just recently pick up reading as my hobby. I have studied one out of three story books that i had borrowed form my sista. Hope can finish them asap. Around 6.45, i had my bath again coz i had a date with my another sista, Ivy. It's been a long time since our last lim teh session. haha....So picked her up at the entrance of DP then we headed to Pak Putra at Kota Laksamana. We wanna go there becoz Ivy never been there b4 and she wanna have a try there. We at first plan in the car say wanna eat Naan and tandoori ...who knows when we reached there, i felt like something was going wrong coz not many cars there. I told Ivy the shop was closed. She looked sad just now and she has been not eating from afternoon just because of wanna make her stomach empty for the naan. haha!!! Dun worry Ivy, there's always a chance for us to go there and have a try again. Next time will bring u go..... After that, we decided to go to Wok & Pan coz Ivy said she wanna try on other food also. I agreed and we headed there. Once again, we got to face the same situation again, the shop wasn't open. I told Ivy Monday is the most appropriate day for those food seller to rest. Ivy ask me why and i said coz they coudn't get to close on Sunday so they put Monday as their rest day lo.....Ivy ask me why again and i answered " Sunday is the great day to have business coz most of them wouldn't cook at home and have their meal outside, so, tat's y every place is packed with people. Monday can rest becoz not many will have their meal outside after work, most of them prefer cooking at home. This is wat the business tactic that businessman will have"  haha~ Wat can we do, of course roaming around Melaka Raya aread to find other places to eat. Finally we went to East Garden if i'm not mistaken of the name. It located just next to Wazen, a place of having Japanese cuisine. While waiting for the food to be served, we were chatting non stop. When the food was served, we starred at the plate for quite sometimes coz we dunoe which food is belong to us. Until the waiter came to us and told us that which one is whch one. I laughed so hard there coz Ivy's expression was so funny. Nevertheless, the waiter kept looking at us and laughed oso. It was really funny that time. We made a move around 9.45, fetched Ivy back home and i definitely went back home oso. Sms my babe and told him that i reached home already, ask him not to worry me also. Long time didn't have a drink with Ivy, once got the chance to go out with her, we definitely talk non stop there. Anyway, hope to meet up with her again next time although we taking different courses in degree level. Miss my babe much right now. Calling him in 10 minutes time......I shall stop here and continue tmr! See u guys~ 

Bye

~ Celine ~

Add on

Aiya...just now left out something important....so now blogging again!!! haha....funny aite??
This morning, when i was on the phone with my babe and i received a message. I'm wondering what the message is about ...n i tot it was just a message from digi. who knows when i put down my phone, it was a message from my sista, Zoe. after reading the message, i texted her about the incident last night. she came to know that this morning also and i try to explain to her everything coz i dun wan people to misunderstand me. So, while on my way to JJ, i was on the phone with her. But i was so scared that i will be summoned by police traffic. I kept looking at the back mirror and missed out some of the words that she said. Nvm, there is always a chance to meet up with her. Since ii'm not so close with her and we just started to know each other, so i couldn't just simply judge her by listening to others. I should observe everything by myself and make the right judgement!
Not say i dun believe her or what, coz i do really need to know well from a person so that i wont suffer in the future. hmmmm....well, it is just a small case and i just couldn't understand why she wanna act that way...Both of u already got ur bf, y just cant forgive each other and continue ur own life. It was so shame and childish if u create this kind of problem again.....it seems like u are a troublemaker~ y cant just live ur life to the max and dun just because of a small little tiny matter and make urself suffer.....Is it worth it for u to do so??? I just dun wan to involve myself in this matter coz i'm really an outsider and i dunoe the whole story.....so i do really hope that this problem can be solved and no more next time.......I swear i hate to be a middle person. I hate it much......i have been a middle person for long time ago and it is so hard to hold that position. It is damn freaking suffer......dislike it~ Maybe will meet up with sis soon.....so hope everything going smoothly and all the best to her.....Jia you sis~

Bye

~ Celine ~

Feeling much better~

I woke up early in the morning around 9am and never forget to call my babe!!! before calling, i was just like hesitating dunoe whether call him or not calling him coz i dun wanna wake him up.....But then i just cant control myself from calling him. So, i took my phone and called him. Talked  with him for one hour then i asked him to sleep back.....haha! After that, i took a bath coz later 1pm hanging out with my sis, Sha coz it's been a long time never go out with her and i miss her so much......we decided to go new JJ....While shopping, we met our old classmate, Kang Xian and he works at OSIM right now. Just taking up part time job while waiting to enter university later. After some chatting wit him, then we headed to cool blog to have a drink. Sha was thirsty and i recommend her to try cool blog. She agreed. So i ordered 1 peach yogurt and 1 yam milk shake. I love the taste of yam. While waiting for the drinks to be served, sha went to buy aunty anne ( not very sure about the spelling ). After that, we saw a bench and without any further thinking, we sat there for quite sometimes. Chit-chatting and have a so called tea time there....Chatting, chatting and chatting....suddenly we saw another classmate too....but what i got mad was the way the girl acted just now....really dun understand why she wanna acted that way...did we owe her money or did we owe her anything??? well, next time if i met you in somewhere else, i will do what you did to us today.....u tot u are what?? teacher's daughter?? so what.......wat for i want to care this so much...just dun bother that much~ not my business...u din kacau me, i wont kacau u.....fair and square~ It is time to make a move and we were searching for the parking ticket paying machine. It was so damn freaking many people lining up there. I quickly line up and wait for my turn. haha!! patience is virtue~

Today's weather was just so hot and i couldn't stand the hotness. Feeling like going back to the shopping center again...muahahaha~ But i cant do that coz i'm going to Mori to meet up with my babe. I have been missing him for three days and i cant stand it anymore. Once i reached there, i kept looking for him.....he was just sitting right infront me but i couldn't find him just now....wat a poor thing!!! The moment i saw him, i felt like crying again and i told myself not to cry infront of him. My babe said why i dun wan to look at him coz when i look at him i feel like hugging him and cry but i cant do that during that time. So i tried to tahan lo....
We chit-chatting there and it was time to leave each other again. I hate this kind of feeling. I know i couldn't meet up with him for days after today. I will definitely miss him badly. When i think of being apart again, my tears automatically started to roll down my cheeks~ Thx babe for the comforting words and always be there for me. I love you~ No matter wat, we have to go through our hard time. K??

On the way back home, sha said she likes this type of boy who knows how to comfort u when u are sad and she hope we can last forever. Dun worry Sha, we will! I sent her back home and she lent me some story books so that i wont feel that bored in my hols. I have 3 books to go....i hope i can finish it soon. Woohoo~
Hope to go out with her again after her exam coz she is sitting for STPM this year so let her concentrate in her studies and prepare herself for the coming exam. All the best to her!! Again, reaching home, wat can i do?? of course on my pc, fbing and finally i'm blogging here~ haha

Hmmmm....when to meet my babe again??? anyway, just go with the flow.....dun put so much hope...it will make u hurt!!! so just go normal~ Miss u much!! I think i shall make a full stop here and continue blogging when i'm free. See u guys~

Bye

~ Celine ~

Suffering

I tot today i could be better...
who knows still the same.....
What the fuck is that~
today even worst, my mind keep thinking of my babe..
when can i have a date wit him??
i think next week i'll try to make myself available for him....
it is so suffer being alone...
be tgt d still feeling like alone....
y cant just u guys thk another way round??
y cant just give another chance for me to turn over a new leaf??
juz bcoz of one mistake that i have done, u all start to control this and that....
so what for living in this type of life.....
i swear next time i wont repeat the mistake again....
cant u guys just put the trust on me....
i hope to have a stable relationship...
cant u guys just put the trust on my partner??
no trust how to get a good relationship???
i dun care so much...
it takes times to proof to u all that we aren't that type of couple....
whether u guys believe it or not....
we are damn freaking suffer over here...
who knows our feelings???
wanted to close me at home...
well, what can i do??
i cant do anything....
u guys are correct in every ways
well,
i couldn't say much on that....
i dunoe how la.....
the most i also tahan foro this one whole week....
cant go out,
cant meet my babe...
well,
i wish to be crazy one day~
He is a good man to me.....
ya, if i say this way,
u guys will surely say i'm too innocent upon that....
depends on how u guys treat me la.....
i sure we can proof it to you all....
in future,
i live for my own...
not for u all....
No matter how hard it is in the future,
there's always a way for us to solve it.....
i hate to be alone.....
arrggghhhh~
I nid u babe.....i really nid you~
Sitting at home = sitting in jail
at least i have some freedom....
if everything dun wan me to learn by my ownself....
everything have to think properly first b4 commit any things...
then what for people always say that learn from mistake..
but then u guys doesn't give me that opportunity to learn from mistake...
so how can i learn new things....
maybe i always didn't fight bek with u all,
so whatever u guys said u guys do feel that u guys are correct....
maybe i'm too afraid of saying u guys back.....
i'm too timid....
u guys just know how to care for urself...
being part of ur family.....
the existence of me and well-behave of me is just like caring u guys' face....
it is very clearly that u guys are more towards self defence so that u guys can have a good image for others.....or i can say that u guys are just care for urself.......
by now, i really dunoe what should i do....
being a human is so suffer and meaningless.....
I'm trying to overcome my weaknesses....
just because of that mistake everything started to change.....
i dun wanna talk that much now......
talk much doesn't bring benefits to me...
they will consider i'm fighting with them.....
the more i say, the more i get wrong......
babe,
i hope that u are ok now....
i dun wan to see u to be like that....
all i wanted is i want both of us to be tgt happily......
no matter wat, just try out best to solve watever  problem tgt....
think on the brighter side k??
we still have a long way to go....
be patience....
I love you seriously~

Bye

~Celine~

无聊

I have been writing blog for the second time for today.....

I don't know where to express my feelings

so decided to express everything here....

I couldn't stand it anymore for not being wit my babe ....

wondering for the next whole week, what will happen to me???

How m i gonna go through next week......It is so damn bloody suffer~

No mood to hang out wit friends....

Feel like enclose myself in an empty room just me alone~

My mind keep thinking of him.....

Once thinking about him, my tears will automatically rolling down my cheeks...

When can i stop myself from crying????

now?? tomorrow?? it is impossible

coz i do really miss him much~

Didn't talk the whole day....

keep finding things to do so that i wont feel so damn bloody free....

Fucking life i'm having now....

Hope to go back to school soon...

At least i can keep studying....rather than staying at home doing nothing!!!

If i can make the time pass faster, it is much better...but, it's impossible~

When two person get tgt, the time pass like lightning....

When i'm alone, the time doesn't seem to pass that fast...is super duper damn bloody slow...

what the hell is that????

I keep telling myself to look at the brighter side,

but end up still the same.....

everything is easy to say, but when comes to do, it is damn hard to achieve that....

people always say actions speak louder than words....

Frankly telling, it is so hard to do when u really wanted to do it.....

What should i do now??

My mind is so empty now and so lost.....

blame also no use..keep blaming will make things worst....

blaming wont bring any benefits~

Frustrated!!!! Grrrrrrrrr~

whole day watching TV, play games keep loosing, no mood to play anymore~

Huhhhhhhh!!!!

Just hope for the best.......

Hope everything gonna be fine~

The more i think, the more i suffer...

so just make it simple, 

try to find things to do and fill up my empty spaces...

(say only la...tmr sure the same thing happen.....)

I'm quite emotional seriously...

When i'm happy, i'll definitely laughing for the whole day

in contrast, when i'm moody, i'll definitely emo for the whole day

if worse come to worst, i'll moody for quite a long time~

depends on how i treat the matter that i faced~

Huhhhhhh~

Don't know what to continue~ I shall stop here.....if later got anything to add on, i'll make a visit to my blog again where this is the most suitable place for me to express my feelings since not many people know i have this blog..........

Bye

~ Celine ~

 

What can i do???

After lunch, take a nap. My babe sms me but i was sleeping soundly that time. Sorry for the late reply ya my dear~ I do really miss him. But, what can i do to make him not to blaming himself anymore. I already tried my very best to comfort him. It seems no difference from last night. I'm so sad to see him like that. I really dunoe what to do to let him cool down. I keep crying when i put down the phone just now. Whenever i think of him, i'll cry!!! Damn no mood now~ I do really hope that after sometimes he will be ok. Human are not perfect. We need to do is  treat things carefully from now onwards. No more blaming!!! Blaming doesn't seem to make things turn better. We will be more suffer if we continue doing this way. It is useless to blame ourselves for our wrong. Just accept it with an open heart and think twice when commit things. I didn't blame you for doing so, i just want you to look into this matter and turn over a new leaf. Stop blaming yourself!!! I'm so sad seeing you behave this way these two days. I hope you can cool down yourself and try your best to be a better man. K?? Love u ~

~Celine~ 

我知错了。。。对不起

昨晚
已经有预感
不好的事情会发生。。。
果然不出我所料
真的发生了！！！
长话短说
算了
算我太过笨
太过单纯
不会去好好想
只能怪我自己
不够成熟
我真的很不希望我自己每次做了一件事后错了才后悔
为什么就不能先想后果。。。
证明我自己有够笨，有够blur，有够猪脑
我也不懂我自己在搞什么鬼。。。
真的是废人一个。。。。。

看了他的部落格后，
眼泪就一直在飘。。。。
今早起来，想起这件事眼泪流不停。。。。
真的很对不起我的家人。。。。。
丢了你们的脸。。。。
请原谅我所做的一切。。。
怪你们的女儿，侄女不会想。。。
我是个chiak liao bi 的畜生。。。
吃将大，头脑生在那里。。。
梁惠梅！！！是时候懂得如何去想了！！
真的是无可药救了若在这样下去。。。

现在的心情难以形容。。。。
好想把自己撞墙去。。。。
好想用自己的手来打自己。。。。
我不知道这件事该烦到几时。。。
脑海里一直在想著这件事
要怎样补救呢？？
我想应该补救不回了吧！！！
错了就是错了。。。
我保证下次不会再有同样的事发生了！！！
为了我们的将来
我们的感情。。。。。
一切都必须看清楚它的后果
尊敬彼此
慢慢来吧！！！
“ Bi,
事情都过了
不要在内疚
改过自新，
这样就好了。。。。
下次先三思，好不好？？
谢谢你~
我也不想看到你这样。。。。
把那件事当做是一个经验吧。。。
从错误中学习！！
这样才会成功
知道吗？？
不要在自责了好吗???
不管怎样，
我们必须一起承担一切。。
多辛苦都好，
慢慢来。。。
很多东西都不急。。。。
我们的路还很长。。。
我相信我们能做到~
证明给他们看。。。
至少我们经得起考验。。。。
不要那么快放弃。。。”


自从这件事情后，
我整个人很像变得很沮伤，
很堕落。。。。
吃都不想吃。。。
早上突然之间晕了一下
我也不懂发生了什么事。。。。
一瞬间有想死的念头。。。
但我对我自己说
生活不是那么的简单。。
一定会有起起落落的时候！！！
无论如何
坦然的去面对
往好的一面去想
错了就改。。。
我知道家人是要我好。。。。
他们担心我走错路。。。。
我保证我会好好念书。。
不会再去乱搞了~


一面打，一面哭。。。。
吃大便啦梁惠梅~
怪你自己好了。。。
不能怪他人。。。。
是你自己不会想。。
现在事情发生了才来哭。。
有何屁用？？？
醒醒啦。。
不要在傻傻的过生活。。。。
真的是很气自己。。。
为什么会有这样的我。。。
现在自己拿来烦。。。自找的~
新的学年，新的开始，新的一个我。。。。
算了。。。该骂的都骂了。。
该讲的都讲了。。。。
现在只好自己反省下。。。
面壁思过。。。
心情真的很不好。。。不想讲话~

不懂要写些什么了。。。
今天就停在这里~
稍后再来敲部落格~
再见。。。

~Celine~

~movie-ing~

(Is thinking of what to type here)

Got up early in the morning to prepare myself for movie. Woke up around 9.30am and also never forget to woke up my babe too. I have a habit to lie on bed before i officially get up from the bed. Last time i dun have the habit to bath early in the morning, i used to bath late at night. But as we know, bath in the middle of the night is not good to our health. So now, if i didn't bath in the morning, i feel like myself still in blur mode and don't have that spirit to do my things. After bathing, waiting for my babe to fetch me. We had our breakfast at a roti canai stall near station 1 melaka raya. Not bad actually. It was 11.15am i guess after having our breakfast. We headed to mahkota parade and parked our car there. Then we walked to DP to have our movie which will be screening at 12pm. Watching Fast 5 and it was quite nice. That movie ended at 2.15pm. Babe said wanna eat sushi after movie, but eating sushi will make us poorer coz it is too costly. End up we went to wong kok to have our lunch since i never been there for a long time. It was still early for us to go back, so we walked back to mahkota and roaming. We got nothing to do after that so decided to go back home. Driving half way, babe said wanna find his friend at a CD shop. Who knows when we reached there, the shop wasn't open. Babe called his friend and questioning him. After knowing this and that, then we got to go back home coz we didn't have a place to go for. Both of us looked sad coz we need to be apart again. It was such a poor thing to us. But, think positively, we still have chance to meet each other. ^^
Looked after my " kids " and bathed for them. I was just like a baby sitter. M i have the potential to look after my kids in the future?? hope so.....wakaka~ 7 o'clock watch Sg. drama coz too bored don't know what to do. Sg. drama nice to watch and they are quite efficient in launching new drama. My job to take care of baby is over and it is time to pass to my mum to jaga again. hahahaha~

Again, i think have to suffer from lovesick coz cant meet my babe for few days. Anyway, i'll try to fill up my empty space with some stuffs at home just to cover up my boredmess. If not, i will get crazy without doing anything. Hope to go back to school as soon as possible. Don't wanna stay at home for so long. I cant stand it! My new target is to aim for 1st class in my degree level with my babe. By doing this way, it will motivate myself to study harder and achieve the best result. Though it is tough, we still need to overcome it and i understand the rewards after hardship.No matter how hard it is, just bear in mind that, not everything is so easy to do. Every human being have to go through hard time in life in order to live happily and more secure in the future. Good luck to myself and i know i can do it. =)

Dunoe what happened to my babe today. Last few days gila angry bird. Now, he gila 7 dwarfs' song. It brings me back to my childhood time. Make me recall all those nursery rhymes and now i have been singing these songs to my so called kids at home. Nice yet not tired of listening to those songs. Love it~ haha!!! No matter how he behave, he is still my man and the only one. ^^

I guess i should stop here today and will be continue tmr if i'm free.

Bye and nitez~

Celine

~Better~

Well, nothing much to say....Heavy down pour early in the morning. The weather was eventually nice to sleep and it will be much better if cuddling with the comforter. But, the moment i opened my eyes, my mind automatically think of my babe and i guess he was sleeping soundly that time. I looked at my phone, it was already 9.30. Without any further delay, i quickly called my babe and woke him up. I love to listen his voice when the moment he woke up. Awww...it was so nice to hear. M i crazy or what?? Frankly, i love to listen his voice through phone but i don't mean  i dun like to listen his voice face to face. Don't misunderstand upon that. After brushing my teeth, i was ready to wait for my babe to fetch me. While waiting, i flipped through the newspaper and see what's happening recently. I saw an article about a mother found her son after a 11 years of landslide at Hulu Langat.15 minutes later, he arrived, and i cant wait to get into his car because i miss him so so so so so much~ After that, we just did what we wanted to do...I enjoyed the moments we made ourselves a plate of maggie. My babe was so frustrated looking at the egg he fried because he wanted to have a bull-eye egg but failed. He tried to fry second time, still the same so at the end he have to finish up two eggs.  I guess those eggs aren't that fresh. Luckily, mine was perfect. Haha~

~ Skip ~

We planned to go to Muar this coming Friday but i cant make it anymore because my mum not allowed me to go out so often. She said she wants me to look after the house and do some house chores, don't everyday hanging out. My mum has her reasons why she doesn't want me to do so....I understand her. Anyway, i learn how to take things easy and face it with a positive thinking. Not a big deal also for not going there. We still have chance to go there right babe?? We are not rushing also. Not say our world gonna end tomorrow or what. ^^ Like what u have told me, boring or excited we also need to pass our day....Y not we pass it happily.....Totally agree with your words! =)

~ Skip ~

My mood today is much better than yesterday. Yesterday totally sucks!!! I'm quite happy and cheerful today. Dunoe what had strucked me......Oh ya!! about her, really sorry if i have done anything wrong or any words that hurt you. I really don't  mean anything la girl~ Pls forgive me for doing so.....I really don't have that freaking comment on both of you...Both of you are sweet!!! Seeing you having your own life with your love one, i'm here to wish both of you have a good day ahead and all the best ya~  =) Misunderstanding in life is a poor thing to me......Hope everything will be fine after this!!!

What more can i say now?? hmmm...any parts i have left out??? i guess most of it i have already written it here!!! All those tiny things i don't think i need to list it out ~ I know i'm crapping all the way and talking nonsense. Hahahahaha~ I shall stop now and will be continue tomorrow.....Nitez and sweet dreams!

Bye

~Celine~



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什么假期哦~

今天一整天都不懂自己在做些什么。。。。。整个人还蛮怪的！！！头脑不懂在烦什么。。。。发觉到自己最近有点怪。。。也不懂为什么。。。可能是因为在烦那个吧！！！做女人真难~ 现在问题是我整个人很不爽。。。。真的很辛苦很辛苦~ 我能做些什么呢?? 又酱闷的假期。。。会死人啊！！！看着其他人有节目，而我呢？？像傻子将无所事事~生菇了啦~他妈的！！！好想快点结束掉这个假期。。。。期盼着开学的那一天~也许人家会说我变态。。有得放假不要放，却想要快点开课~ 我真的闷到没话讲~ 闷到快疯了！！！我最怕就是寂寞。。。。孤孤单单~


 今天和宝贝去逛街。。。逛啊逛！！都不懂要做些什么。。。。走着走着。。脚渐渐酸了。。。肚子呢又开始饿了。。。但是我就是不要吃。。。等到回家时才吃！！！因为最近的我太厉害花钱了。。。一直花在吃！！吃肥我是真的~ 所以我宁愿不吃。。。为了要省！！！宝贝一直说每次和他出来我一定没得吃。。。一直说自己没用啦， 没有钱啦。。。。。。但我不曾怪过他。。因为我知道我们还是学生。。。要怎样拥有那么多的钱哦！ 宝贝，别想那么多，我不怪你~ 最多我们两个人一起省咯。。。。我宁愿饿死！！！我也发觉到我太会吃了。。。。吃不停~ 算了啦。。。下次出门要带便当。。。。。不带的话就不用吃~ 最多当时的我已经不再是我了因为没得吃。。。没得吃我整个人就会变~ 习惯就好。。。久了我就不会这样了！我要把我的胃变小，所以需要一点时间来弄它。。。。无论如何，能看到我的宝贝我已经很开心了。。。。看到他自然而然的我整个人便不一样去。。。。。真的不能没有他!! 很想快点见到你宝贝~


Arrggghhhhhh~ boring until dunoe what to do......getting frustrated from day to day......what can i do?? feel like my life is meaningless......i wish i could be at my bi side now!!! Grrrrrrrrr...........help me pls~ i think i gonna be crazy one day~ i cant stand the boredness....how suffer it is being alone and nothing to do~ well, i prefer to make myself busy for something else rather than sitting at home rotting~ wat the fucking holidays that  im having now~ damn !!! Bring me out from this place pls........=(

i should stop now coz i dunoe what to continue and i'm getting frustrated........wooossshhh~

Bye

~ Celine ~

~ boring ~

during exam and after exam no much difference....
people having their vacation and activities but what about me?
sitting n rotting at home...sucks la~
pls la can i have some activities for my hols??
i dun wan to sit at home the whole day la...
my hols will be a meaningless hols.....sienz
jaga baby, look after the house, and so forth.....
isit this are the works that i need to do in my hols??
what the hell is that.......pissed off la~

just now after dinner around 6.30...then rest awhile then go tido...
slept until 9.30 just woke up.....so fresh that time .....
now is the time for me to sleep...but what m i doing ??
off course updating my blog, facebooking, playing games.....
i think my life will be go on like this during this two weeks of hols beside hanging out vf my babe~
i m so so so so fresh here...n dun know what should i do...or can i dun sleep tonight??
woke up d smsing vf my babe....suddenly very emo....dunoe y...
feel like crying....cry for no reasons.......and mood swings for awhile~
after some comforting words from my babe, i ok d.....
i hate to be alone doing nothing....what kind of life is this???
i nid people's accompany......i know i have my babe now, but when i bek home, i can consider i'm alone again....the feeling of loneliness really not nice.......i nid u babe.....i really nid u, w/o u i'm just like a 废人。。。。no directions , dunoe where to headed for~ u are the only one to me....love u from the bottom of  my heart~

tmr no plans...dunoe where to go...so decided to stay at home....waiting for the mushrooms to grow.....can i stand so long for not going out tmr?? i try to control myself.....once go out, the money flowing out also...i'm not that rich but this few weeks i really spent a lot on food...blame myself for eating too much d....now really nid to cut down my cost d....if not going out, i will miss my babe badly....how m i going to handle that?? lovesick~ arrggghhhh~ hate to face this type of situation!!! issshhhhh~ dun care so much la......sui ji ying bian!!! It is late night now, i think i should stop n continue my words tmr.......nitez & sweet dreams~

love u

celine =)

bye bye foundation~

Today is the last day for my foundation program. After today's exam, i'm officially completed mt foundation. For those who wanna move to mmu cyber or elsewhere, good luck to u all and may God guide u and bless u all in the future. Glad to have all of u as my friends. =) Time really flies, everybody now has to move on their own path and achieve their dreams.....It is still a long way to go for all of us to get what we want and to achieve what we dreamt of.......Once again all the best in ur future ya~ ^^

Yesterday after revision vf my babe went to Jonker to carve for food...haha!!! we feel like eating everything there......coz maybe we are too hungry.......like hungry ghost!!! haha~ but anyway, i like that moment we were carving for food.....after finish all food, it was too full for both of us....i had the satisfaction after that.......nice wei~ especially the durian stuff~ thumbs up......love u dear~

awhile more going to school...sitting for the last paper!!!! woohooo.......finally hols coming..

will be continued

Celine

Crapping......

It's been a long time since i last posted my blog. What more can i say now??? Hmmm.....well, nothing much change....i'm still who i am....I enjoy my life now coz of him!!! I just wanna say that he is the meaning of my life now....i do really hope that nothing can change our love.....^^

About studies, well, i can say that this sem just reach average level .....Do hope that in degree level i can attempt a better result....the journey of life still a long way to go....trying my best in my studies!!! after this week, holidays coming.....after two weeks of holidays, i will have to upgrade myself to a more tougher and complicated level....although how hard it is, i still need to face it.....this is what we call challenges in life....never every forget that life isn't a bed of roses!!! just take it easy n face it patiently.....

Hols, Hols, Hols!! what else can i do during this coming hols??? ermmm.....movies, kayak-ing, and what more??? just enjoy my hols with these only?? what the hell!!! hate it when it comes to hols...coz my hols will be a bored hols....i'm facing this problem each and every year......can i have an enjoyable hols ever?? luckily he is around or else i think i need to take up part time job to cover my boredness.........=(

I should stop now....
will continue tmr~
hehe

~celine~
Love u darl~