during exam and after exam no much difference....
people having their vacation and activities but what about me?
sitting n rotting at home...sucks la~
pls la can i have some activities for my hols??
i dun wan to sit at home the whole day la...
my hols will be a meaningless hols.....sienz
jaga baby, look after the house, and so forth.....
isit this are the works that i need to do in my hols??
what the hell is that.......pissed off la~
just now after dinner around 6.30...then rest awhile then go tido...
slept until 9.30 just woke up.....so fresh that time .....
now is the time for me to sleep...but what m i doing ??
off course updating my blog, facebooking, playing games.....
i think my life will be go on like this during this two weeks of hols beside hanging out vf my babe~
i m so so so so fresh here...n dun know what should i do...or can i dun sleep tonight??
woke up d smsing vf my babe....suddenly very emo....dunoe y...
feel like crying....cry for no reasons.......and mood swings for awhile~
after some comforting words from my babe, i ok d.....
i hate to be alone doing nothing....what kind of life is this???
i nid people's accompany......i know i have my babe now, but when i bek home, i can consider i'm alone again....the feeling of loneliness really not nice.......i nid u babe.....i really nid u, w/o u i'm just like a 废人。。。。no directions , dunoe where to headed for~ u are the only one to me....love u from the bottom of my heart~
tmr no plans...dunoe where to go...so decided to stay at home....waiting for the mushrooms to grow.....can i stand so long for not going out tmr?? i try to control myself.....once go out, the money flowing out also...i'm not that rich but this few weeks i really spent a lot on food...blame myself for eating too much d....now really nid to cut down my cost d....if not going out, i will miss my babe badly....how m i going to handle that?? lovesick~ arrggghhhh~ hate to face this type of situation!!! issshhhhh~ dun care so much la......sui ji ying bian!!! It is late night now, i think i should stop n continue my words tmr.......nitez & sweet dreams~
love u
celine =)
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