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I have been writing blog for the second time for today.....

I don't know where to express my feelings

so decided to express everything here....

I couldn't stand it anymore for not being wit my babe ....

wondering for the next whole week, what will happen to me???

How m i gonna go through next week......It is so damn bloody suffer~

No mood to hang out wit friends....

Feel like enclose myself in an empty room just me alone~

My mind keep thinking of him.....

Once thinking about him, my tears will automatically rolling down my cheeks...

When can i stop myself from crying????

now?? tomorrow?? it is impossible

coz i do really miss him much~

Didn't talk the whole day....

keep finding things to do so that i wont feel so damn bloody free....

Fucking life i'm having now....

Hope to go back to school soon...

At least i can keep studying....rather than staying at home doing nothing!!!

If i can make the time pass faster, it is much better...but, it's impossible~

When two person get tgt, the time pass like lightning....

When i'm alone, the time doesn't seem to pass that fast...is super duper damn bloody slow...

what the hell is that????

I keep telling myself to look at the brighter side,

but end up still the same.....

everything is easy to say, but when comes to do, it is damn hard to achieve that....

people always say actions speak louder than words....

Frankly telling, it is so hard to do when u really wanted to do it.....

What should i do now??

My mind is so empty now and so lost.....

blame also no use..keep blaming will make things worst....

blaming wont bring any benefits~

Frustrated!!!! Grrrrrrrrr~

whole day watching TV, play games keep loosing, no mood to play anymore~

Huhhhhhhh!!!!

Just hope for the best.......

Hope everything gonna be fine~

The more i think, the more i suffer...

so just make it simple, 

try to find things to do and fill up my empty spaces...

(say only la...tmr sure the same thing happen.....)

I'm quite emotional seriously...

When i'm happy, i'll definitely laughing for the whole day

in contrast, when i'm moody, i'll definitely emo for the whole day

if worse come to worst, i'll moody for quite a long time~

depends on how i treat the matter that i faced~

Huhhhhhh~

Don't know what to continue~ I shall stop here.....if later got anything to add on, i'll make a visit to my blog again where this is the most suitable place for me to express my feelings since not many people know i have this blog..........

Bye

~ Celine ~